maybe she's just pieces of me you've never seen...
So much for closure.
I was laying on my back today, stretching, and gazing at the blue blue sky. Springtime always reminds me of him.
Sometimes I worry that I will never find anyone else who will
-consistantly treat me as well as he did
-consistantly look for the good in life
-always try to brighten my day
-love me. Pure and untainted.
Shame on me. I deserve all of the pain that comes with knowing that I shoved such a wonderful person out of my life, because I got scared. Scared that someone could be close to me, and love me. Unconditionally. And now as I come to love myself, I see so clearly what it is I've lost. Who it is I've lost.
Today was a perfect barefoot day. (though if you ask me, every day is.)
Letters always come at the perfect time. I don't know how but they always do.
I was laying on my back today, stretching, and gazing at the blue blue sky. Springtime always reminds me of him.
Sometimes I worry that I will never find anyone else who will
-consistantly treat me as well as he did
-consistantly look for the good in life
-always try to brighten my day
-love me. Pure and untainted.
Shame on me. I deserve all of the pain that comes with knowing that I shoved such a wonderful person out of my life, because I got scared. Scared that someone could be close to me, and love me. Unconditionally. And now as I come to love myself, I see so clearly what it is I've lost. Who it is I've lost.
Today was a perfect barefoot day. (though if you ask me, every day is.)
Letters always come at the perfect time. I don't know how but they always do.