lots of sleep.
That damn pill made me sleep 17 hours. from 2 am until 7 pm.
a lifetime supply of these babies and i'm set. Now tomorrow i just have to find Kevin and get more or else trying to sleep on my own will really suck.
me and my mom went out for dinner tonite. talked about getting a job. i'm gunna try and work at a gaming place or something. i wanna get paid to play and sell video games. maybe a book store too, even though i know thats a bad idea and i would spend all day at work reading.
i'm gunna read tonite. i got echo by francesca lia block and i know i can finish it in a couple of hours if i just sit down and start.
i'm trying not to think about anything. trying to at least FAKE being happy, because they say its really hard to be sad when you are forcing a smile. i dunno about that though.
i wish i had the energy to go do something tonite, but i feel so drained that i could barely walk down the cake isle of albertsons without falling over. i dont like the side effects of these pills, but as long as they make me sleep thats all i care about.
i'm gunna go wrap myself up in my grandmas quilt and watch the history channel or something. If anyone wants to keep me company, just call.
a lifetime supply of these babies and i'm set. Now tomorrow i just have to find Kevin and get more or else trying to sleep on my own will really suck.
me and my mom went out for dinner tonite. talked about getting a job. i'm gunna try and work at a gaming place or something. i wanna get paid to play and sell video games. maybe a book store too, even though i know thats a bad idea and i would spend all day at work reading.
i'm gunna read tonite. i got echo by francesca lia block and i know i can finish it in a couple of hours if i just sit down and start.
i'm trying not to think about anything. trying to at least FAKE being happy, because they say its really hard to be sad when you are forcing a smile. i dunno about that though.
i wish i had the energy to go do something tonite, but i feel so drained that i could barely walk down the cake isle of albertsons without falling over. i dont like the side effects of these pills, but as long as they make me sleep thats all i care about.
i'm gunna go wrap myself up in my grandmas quilt and watch the history channel or something. If anyone wants to keep me company, just call.