someone just slip me some poision....

[mormonlova]

I feel like complete crap today...Like everything I did was wrong...First off, to start my day, I don't understand the Trinity, and yet I do, and I understand that Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost are three separate beings and alfjafl;ajflarjlfaslfkjf, sometimes religion is way too stressful...I'm gonna laugh so hard when I die and find out it wasn't as hard as people made it out to be...*sigh*...Spanish was alright...we have a stupid project to do and we didn't get to pick our partners so I really have no idea who I'm with, but when I see a kid looking at the same guy as me I guess then I'll know. I'm about to shoot myself in econ...my partner told me i wasn't doing anything which was total bulls***, but whatever I did it all the work again anyway. Mr. Ellis wrote the wrong def. on the powerpoint...and yeah...Symphonic Band was alright...the only highlight of my day...messed up a few times, and can't seem to get the high A note pitch right which is really pissing me off cuz I can't play my horn right and i feel like crying right now...but other than that it was okay. then at lunch i thought people were talking about moulin rouge which they weren't so i felt like an idiot. oh, and then finally chem II where we had to do a lab. and i ended up breaking a graduated cylinder and spraying water everything, i can't seem to say anything right or even straight when i TRY to say something...the announcements said we didn't have an interact meeting, and then i thought the video announcements said we did, but i ended up being wrong, which was okay...then in the bandroom after school i thought robby was talking to whitney (i think is her name) about interact and he was like "it's next monday" but i was thinking it was two weeks...f;alfjkas;flj again...another idiotic moment...and then robby was shaking his hand in a not-so-mind-out-of-the-gutter way and i laughed really obnoxiously and wanted to kill myself it was so annoying..i've been getting on my nerves all day...i wonder how everyone else felt...holy crap...AND FINALLY Dr. Davidson found robby and asked him how his interview went and when we left evan was all like "So what did dr. douchebag want? blah blah blah" which it looked like robby wanted to KILL him...which i so don't blame him at all if that's how he really felt...and yeah...i want to cry..and die...and...yeah...maybe it's the wisdom teeth talking...cuz i'm about to rip those out too...

i need to practice for all-state....man.i'm not ready...someone just slip me some poision...