Feb 09, 2005 22:44
Work was okay...gay people are okay...pregnant people are okay...keeping me overtime when i have three tests tomorrow is not okay...
The discussion with the missionaries was okay. it started out a little awkward, they asked if i wanted to be baptized, and then asked me questions which i was not comfortable answering. and i think my homework for the week is to come up with questions to ask them...oh goody...
Alrighty, so about this whole prom ordeal...i've had two people in mind, and...well...that didn't go too well at all. one i found out was semi-taken, but i'll just consider him wholly taken cuz i think he'd like to take her anyway; and the second person...well...just said no in a long, kind way. a simple "no" would have be fine though. so i guess scratch that idea. i heard that we were going as a "group" but...what people don't seem to realize is that when we're in a group, i feel completely left out...and i've felt like that a lot lately..last prom my date just kinda stood outside and pouted...senior homecoming, my date had way cooler friends than me and my group of friends had their own thing going on...i don't want to drive myself...or give myself a flower so i won't feel like a complete moron...or...i dunno...i just tell people that i'm not going b/c i don't have a date cuz it's an easy answer/excuse, but in reality my only option left is to just not go...but i guess i still have a few more months to decide. well actually it's more like one...
i have three tests tomorrow of which i know nothing in any of those subjects...i just seem to get more retarded over the years...
but i like to not make sense...it makes me unique...too bad that can't be a good thing right now...