WHY CANT I BE HAPPY?
WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH THIS ONE GUY!!! NOT ONE GUY HAS EVER MENT SO MUCH TO ME!! I CANT GET OVER HIM TO SAVE MY LIFE! WHY AM I CRYING SO MUCH OVER HIM! I DONT WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS ANY MORE.. I'M SO TIRED OF BEING UNHAPPY AND WORTHLESS... I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND HAVE A GOOD LIFE.. WHY DO I HAVE FEELINGS.. WHY I CANT I BE LOVED THE SAME AS I LOVE OTHER PEOPLE.. I LOVE SOO MUCH AND SO FAST THAT I AM SO UNDERAPPRECIATED AND TAKEN FOR GRANTED.. I DO SO MUCH FOR THE OTHER PERSON.. AND YET I FEEL LIKE I'M USED AND UN WANTED.. LIKE ALL I M GOOD FOR IS PHYSICAL PLEASURE... I'M NOT GOOD FOR ANY OTHER REASON BUT TO MAKE THE OTHER PERSON FEEL LIKE THE CAN JUST GET SOME WHENEVER THEY WANT.. GOD HELP ME.. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR?! I AM SO TIRED.. I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR THE LAST 30 MIN.. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO..