Nov 15, 2008 20:03
I wish school wasn't such a pain sometimes. This semester I've constantly been stressed, as mentioned before I haven't dated much at all this semester. I think a friend put it well when she said: In college you have three options of things to focus on a social life, school, and work. I obviously have chosen the school and work, but sometimes it just really sucks. Thus far I have to do a research paper and get things together with a group and have it all posted for a website by 21 Nov. Then for another class we were just given another research paper and have it done by 2 Dec, but with everything being closed here for a week of Thanksgiving, it makes it basically a week I have to do it.
So basically I had today to do most of it since the library here is closed Sundays and I was able to finish one of them in 4 hours when I had nothing done. I feel like mentally it shut me down though pushing everything so fast, taking in so much information and forming a paper outline and typing it all. The second research paper I need to finish this week hopefully. Even after all these hours I see my hand quaking from being so exhausted.
At the moment I'm watching Arrested Development trying to relax, but I find myself so tense and I don't know why. I just need to sleep but I always wake up so early that I can never sleep in very long. I don't know why I feel like ranting right now, but maybe I just need to get it out.
I wish I had more of a social life, but there's no point now that it's the end of the semester in a few weeks and I will be home soon. I plan to make up for it when I get home.