Sep 11, 2005 22:16
life is so over rated has anyone ever thought that there is no reason to go on?
or am i the only one. i was ok with breaking up with kim or should i say her breaking up with me but then tonight i made a complete jackass of myself she told me that i should not change for somebody maybe i should change for the good of the people i mean that still is somebody just alot of them i have messed up so bad it's not even funny this isn't just something i can laugh off of kim if you ever do read this never lose your friends they are a great bunch wish i three or four of themas my own but then again i can hardly put up with myself i guess if you can't put up with yourself then you do need to change thats it i am going to change maybe the fact that shes gone is just hitting me its like the life has been drained from me she was my life