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[mormon69]

life is good
better than it should
better than it could
oh what the hell
why doesn't sean have a dell
why can't i sleep
why can't i count sheep
why why why
do i always cry
why am i at war
its turning me so sore
right down to my core
i hard rocky one
just to give up to be done
but every day
i just fucken say
i have the man beside me
u just can't see

over and over again i try to push u away but for some weird reason u keep coming back i try to leave nut not being with u rips me apart...i don't know why i go on some days it is so hard i remember the sweet days just holding u gave me this high...i would be happy for days and days...then so sad if i didn't see u in like 24 hours i remember one day my mom wouldn't let me go to tampa with u and i was so pissed and i did what i always do when i get angry i took off on my bike and i wrecked i still have my scare i don't think i will ever stop loving u in one way or another but i have self control even though when u came to my bday party and u wanted to give me a hug i don't know where it would have ended up i know i would have made a move well i need to start thinking about my own future and not dwell on the past