Jul 31, 2006 12:29
Tomorrow I leave for New York; the next day I leave for Dublin.
This hasn't hit me nearly as much as the realization that this is my last day in this life.
This is the last time I will sit here in my red palm tree boxers in my bedroom typing into this computer.
This is the last time i'll see any of you again; or at least for an extremely long time.
This is the last meal I'll cook for myself in my folk's house.
This is the last time I will wear my clothes again.
This is the last time for many years I will have a house to call my home.
This is the last time I'll look into my own mirror, and see what I currently do. (that's a metaphor, dumbass)
This is the last time I will do laundry in the basement.
This is the last time I'm going to pet my cats.
This is the last time I will gawk longingly at the world map on my wall, planning where to go.
on the other hand, I am on the verge of a new life. This trip will indubitably be the defining period in my life.
I have no regrets.