;_;
I'm so sleepy...
But I can't get any sleep lately because I've been having terribly horrible recurring nightmares.
These nightmares always have someone I love getting torn away from me or leaving me or getting hurt or dieing or something awful and it hurts...
God, my ear just started ringing...
Mitsukuni found a puppy yesterday, but Chika-kun is extremely allergic, so I ended up with the puppy. I really don't mind though.
The puppy's name is Ichigo-kun.
Ichigo-kun is really adorable. Right now he's sleeping in my lap. I wish I could sleep...
My teachers have been telling me that I don't participate in class discussions.
I can understand why, though. I mean, I don't talk a lot unless I'm sleepy (like right now) and I never go to class sleepy.
Maybe I should one day.
That would show them.
The bastards.
I haven't been eating as healthily as I should be as of late, because I don't have as much time to work out anymore.
It's starting to affect me.
I weighed myself earlier.
I gained five pounds, and none of it's muscle.
I feel fat.
Ritsu-kun's hair is really soft.
I pulled it on accident when we were kissing the other day.
He made the most interesting noise...
It was cute. Really, really cute.
I think I'm going to try to get some sleep now.
Wish me luck.
...
I love you, Ritsu-kun.
But I can't get any sleep lately because I've been having terribly horrible recurring nightmares.
These nightmares always have someone I love getting torn away from me or leaving me or getting hurt or dieing or something awful and it hurts...
God, my ear just started ringing...
Mitsukuni found a puppy yesterday, but Chika-kun is extremely allergic, so I ended up with the puppy. I really don't mind though.
The puppy's name is Ichigo-kun.
Ichigo-kun is really adorable. Right now he's sleeping in my lap. I wish I could sleep...
My teachers have been telling me that I don't participate in class discussions.
I can understand why, though. I mean, I don't talk a lot unless I'm sleepy (like right now) and I never go to class sleepy.
Maybe I should one day.
That would show them.
The bastards.
I haven't been eating as healthily as I should be as of late, because I don't have as much time to work out anymore.
It's starting to affect me.
I weighed myself earlier.
I gained five pounds, and none of it's muscle.
I feel fat.
Ritsu-kun's hair is really soft.
I pulled it on accident when we were kissing the other day.
He made the most interesting noise...
It was cute. Really, really cute.
I think I'm going to try to get some sleep now.
Wish me luck.
...
I love you, Ritsu-kun.