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he stole my heart. took my breath away. every over used line you can think of is how he made me feel. this includes the heartache and the sadness. he crushed me. made me want to die.
there was a time where i would've killed for him.
but now.
i can't even think about my life w/ him anymore. i can't even think about all those nights that i slept in the same bed as him, and let him touch me. i'm repulsed. sickened. ashamed that i could be such a fool for someone that was a complete failure at everything that didn't have some big bonus at the end. what a disappointment. BUT. for a short time, he made me feel good, and i'll cherish that; that brief amount of time where i felt invincible.
i cleaned out my closet and found lots of stuff. i hardly threw any of it away, even the stuff that made me kind of sad, and i don't have as many regrets as i thought i did.
i learned from tyler. he hurt me, but i learned from it.
what a sad little person. i almost feel sorry for him, b/c i'm not sure if he'll ever be satisfied. deep down, i think he knows what a piece of shit he is, but he'll never change. he'll always be cowardly and arrogant.
bye tyler. make fun of me all you want. mock everything i do and say and act like it's a load of bullshit.
what a waste. see ya.