myspace is being gay.

[morir_es_vivir]

so i'm feeling extremely confused about my life right now.  about everything about it.  
i come back here, and i have so many memories, and so many people that actually mean something to me.
i have 1 friend in texas and i have my family.  and tyler.
i feel like i have more here, even though it's dinky old lexington, kentucky.  it really makes me wanna move back, even though it'd be over a year till i could actually do it, and i'd need to get a lot accomplished in a year.  
a lot of this also depends on me and tyler.  i don't know where we'll be in our relationship by then.  hopefully, it'd be a move we could make together and we could just rent another little place downtown or something.  he could easily work at any restaurant and i'm pretty flexible too, and maybe we could think about going back to school at lcc or something.  
it's a lot to think about.
i'm torn between two lives.  my parents told me if it doesn't work out in texas, i can always move back here.  
so i don't know what's going on at all.
but robbie just brought me pizza from pazzo's and mike just showed up, so it's time to go.