today was ... a day

[moringstar]

Well ok I am starting to type and write in grammarical fashion. You know peroids and capital letters :).Well I went to the Career Center today and was told that all my band things I was editing was a waste of time cause no one will find interest in it. Well Turner is a douche so I dont care. Tomarrow im going to make an ad for like coffee ciggerettes or like dr.pepper something i like that will draw his attention and make him not diss on me. Today i made 2 tattoes for beth. I saw her sun one she designed and i elaberated on it and made monn one to go with it. It should make her smile i finished painting the other things i was makeing for her today also i know that she will giggle and smile wen she sees them. and i know if i was in the room when she got them she would give me a big hug and maybe even a kiss. Its kinda weird well not really weird more like funny. I dont get to see her very often but we are oh so very close. I meen we ave to much in common and we know so much about one another. I love that girl to death. If anything were to happen between us i know that it would be almost straight from a story book. But a lil more realistic. Cause in real life things do get tough some times and some times you just have to deal with them cause like a skateboard you can break some bones or get some bruises but if its something you truely enjoy you should stick to it. Well now that i am just rambleing on and on and on. i forgot what i was talking about...... Ok i guess new subject. Well tomarrow I hope Beth will ask me to go with her into town . Because then i could give her the things i made for her. Plus it would give me some time to see her. i was thinking last night about how she said she didnt want to sleep with me if she sayed the night. i geuss i dont blame her. I now very good with words. But i hope she will truely forgive me and that things can be better by the time she stays the night cause i would really really like to go to sleep and wkae up to her by my side.... i know that sounds cliche but i really would. I dont know how to discride it its like im in euphoria around her. and well if you know what euphoria meens that will explain it to the best i can. but yeha i need to get home so i can call her. soo peace out
XOXO
wayner