lessons learned
i learned something today. and ill try to stick to it from now on. when beth doesnt want to kiss me she isnt always playing dificult. so when she says shes not in the mood do not try to get her in the mood. i do still think that is is not and even trade she gets to turn me on and tease me but i dont get to do that back EVER with out going through with what im teaseing about =P. oh well. i guess that is one more thing that beth has over me. and that. that and she doesnt have to tell me what is on her mind when something is bothering her. oh well i can deal with that ill just have to use my isntict and wits to find what is wrong. im gettin pritty good at that any way. and i realized that it is hard to thing of things a bad boy would do when you dont like to casue trouble or make people sad. i need to work on that seriously. or i hope that she can see that a sweet careing guy is better then a bad boy any day casue they can confort them. plus they normaly dont go to jail. and they normaly dont cause troubles or things of that sort. well enough of me dropping hints and splurging what is on my mind im going to type my papers.