late reveiw of the past week or 2
hmmm whats new i havent updated lately. i got a new job :) i kinda let all my crushing feelings out when i told beth what was killing me. you know the problem i have with pushing away thoughts that dont make me happy. new moto if i cant tell her i can not tell any one. the thing is i can tell her anything and i know she wont hold it against me cause well she cares about me. and well i guess its not that my dad doesnt like her and he doesnt blame any of the stupid things i do on her he more along the lines thinks i m retarted or something. oh and i guess in his eyes im the most lieing and deseatfull bastard he has ever met. nice thing to hear well you know what i have to say to that "blow it out your ear"
well im off to bed maybe ill get to see beth .... she is so great. i meen come on she is the greatest person i have ever met. ill put it this way there are only 2 things i could ever talk for hours about AFI and Beth. thats how great she is in my eyes. truthfully brandon was a fucking retard. he i guess didnt know how great of a person he had in his life. she is one of a kind. besides me you know lol. well ill make another entry maybe tomarrow about this stuff cause i know i could just keep going on. lol
peace out world
motivational thought of the day
depression seems to have slipped it left as soon as i found things out why i was being pushed away why i was depressed. now i seem to be in controll. now i feel like i have the stregth i have wanted to have now i can be a man
well im off to bed maybe ill get to see beth .... she is so great. i meen come on she is the greatest person i have ever met. ill put it this way there are only 2 things i could ever talk for hours about AFI and Beth. thats how great she is in my eyes. truthfully brandon was a fucking retard. he i guess didnt know how great of a person he had in his life. she is one of a kind. besides me you know lol. well ill make another entry maybe tomarrow about this stuff cause i know i could just keep going on. lol
peace out world
motivational thought of the day
depression seems to have slipped it left as soon as i found things out why i was being pushed away why i was depressed. now i seem to be in controll. now i feel like i have the stregth i have wanted to have now i can be a man