meredith and bobbas

[moring_star]

sorry for scaring you guys but this journal is away for me to vent in a healthy way by writing...dont be scared bobbas...im not dying until i go to california and meet afi...so im gonna be here for a while but as soon as both of those happen im dropping dead...lol...my mom took me to the mall and i was gonna get a misfits shirt but she didnt like it, so im getting when im there with my friends...and then i was gonna get a viva la bam shirt but i found a blondie shirt and blondie kicks ass..so i haev to get the misfits and viva la bam shirt in like a week...i got the purse and shirt i ebayed(lol that sounds funny) and the shirt was a lot smaller...it said it was a small...but its like a kids small..whatever...i hope it rains cause i dont want to go to practice so everyone do a rain dance..rayray is getting a car...a brand new car...yeah...i havent talked to shelby and liz in forever and i miss them ...=( !i want to go to astroworld and me and trey want to go to galveston. i told my mom i want to go to college in california again and she said only if i get a scolarship....so grades, maybe....softball, they wish...im gonna make my own scholarship...i dont know what else to say so im gonna write a poem or whatever:

morning dew and freshed picked corpses
dried up earth and walked on grasses
everything is always in motion
going somewhere we have been before
the stars all weep for time has stayed ancient
cracks on the floor fill with future
to be abused and never used
ill close my eyes so tight they bleed
lay on my bedroom floor
a tomb as a head board
crawl to my window in the dead of night
for just a glimpse a shadowy dance upon the sky
the moon will cradle in fall as the humans laugh
cruel and chilling my body breaks
falling i wont scream for i know i will rest
with a shattering echo i land on my bed

-mary kate