im back
sherman was awesome...i wish i hadnt of had to come back...i met a lot of laurens friends and one of them tony was really cute and he was (according to my cousin) hitting on me but then her other friend asked me my age and i said almost 16 and lauren and her friends are 18 or almost 19 and tony was like really and kept saying ur only 15...lmao...and the next night he was cracking all these stupid get out if your 15 or younger jokes and finally lauren was like your just mad you hit on her and shes 15 and he stopped after that..but he was good looking...i also got some cds i couldnt find any where else (cuz we went into dallas)...i also got some shirts and i saw shrek 2 and mean girls and this old movie called heathers..that one was weird...im so sad i have to be home now..i didnt want to leave...my aunt said she could take me back up there for my birthday...i hope so...im so tired of softball and my parents not listening to me...i have a feeling this summer is gonna suck...and the fist thing my mom says to me when i come home is your having a batting lesson so you wont be bad at hitting this weekend...who give a shit honestly..i dont so they shouldnt i hate softball and they wont listen to me and i know as soon as i quit theyd take away everything from me...i want to go back to sherman...i want to go anywhere away form softball..away form here...away..thats all...i can already feel my depression from last sumer setting in..and my parents said i cant go to berkley because its to liberal..WTF..im going there if i have to pay for it myself...i dont care at least ill be away..i know how ot fake suicide now tho from that movie heathers...so i might try that and run away..if you have a place i can crash let me know...i wish