May 25, 2004 12:35
finally no more biology...NEVER..i can honestly say im happy bout that...2 more days...today during my biology exam i was sitting there not doing my test reading this poster on the wall and it said "each dawn brings a new beginning"...it doesnt...each dawn just seems to bring a new ending to how things could have been better but we dont let it be better...my tummy kinda hurts...sry that was random...it seems like im getting more and more irritated with my parents and it sucks...i wish i could just focus on other things but it so hard when your blind to society and can see what is really going on...seriously just sit somewhere and dont let anyone bother you and see what people are like now...they are so prejudice its sickening...im tired of getting made fun of even if its something stupid... ive been made fun of my whole life and as much as i like to sya it doesnt bother me...now i realize that everything someone has said to me that is mean has stuck with me...so i came to see that society and humanity just breed all these "horrible" people that they think should die and that they hate and that deserve everything they get and force out of exsistence, but they made that with their hate, ridicule, everything that makes them think they are great...so shouldnt they be loving and nurturing to those people because they gave birth to them...they spawn hate with hate and its so aggravating and disgusting...everyone should be accepted for who they are and im sure there wouldnt be these people who are "threats to society"...somewhere in time some "normal" person had to have started this..it sucks...so think about it next time you say something what kind of chain reaction could it cause...people need to stop being so discriminating and crap...i wish i could just take everybody in the world and make them see what they do and are becoming...people say you should laugh becasue it makes you feel better...but i dont find anything in the world funny right now..just disgusting...liz i hope everything works out and think positive(lol coming from me).
sarah we have to do something soon...
"zipper" life isnt fair and it sucks than only a few can till ...but answer me this:
if i look in your eyes will i see a reflection
if i look at your face will i see a lost home
if i hear your voice will i remember the unknown
if i fall and give up were you already waiting on the ground
can you help me see, remember, care
honestly do you even exist
honestly have we ever stood under the same shadow together
Who are these words written to me?