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Jun 07, 2004 21:26

hmm not nostalgic about this year. which is depressing but i already wrote all about that in an entry i made private b/c it was stupid. yes but absolutely nothing interesting or anything happened to me this year. to copy chris... because he reminded me and then i wanted to steal that song. but that song actually reminds me of 8th grade when i was crazy. and sentimental. so i picked my favorite song... well sometimes. i found this really cool slow version. anyway this reminds me of alot of people. who exist in my mind basically. 3 people who are sort of becoming one person. not to be cheesy or anything.

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, i can't hear
What you've said
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall i will catch you i'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows you're wondering
If i'm ok
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall i will catch you i'll be waiting
Time after time

You said go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

so i deleted some parts because it was long. but this is funnest song to sing. singing is the funnest thing ever. so is making up words. i want to be in vocal ensemble so bad. speaking good english is fun. and good preparation for my final tomorrow. mm so this is a good song because. time is a huge concept. and despite the fact that other people can think of other than this way (i know that made alot of sense) anyway i feel like time is rushing through me and well that is crazy. and right now time is rushing through me because i need to go to sleep. hmm. im trying to decide who this song reminds me of. and the same three people. i really need to meet some new people. because all three of them hate me. or don't speak to me. which is basically the same thing. and one is a basically a figment of my imagination. and the other two are people i haven't talked to in a really long time. thus the time thing. and i was being sad about not being invited to things... which is my fault for being anti-social. but basically two recent things i have been invited and 2 that i have not. so i guess it balances out. especially because when i do get invited i don't really realize it. and then i only notice when i don't. actually i take that back. 4 things i have been invited to. and a million things in the entire world that i have not been invited to. this is a long and pointless entry. so im done. i swear. stop writing sophie.
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