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i know i said i was getting a new name but i need to post...
im tired. i feel old....i feel like im behind in life. i told my bf something rather important and i lost a whole day yesterday...meaning....blanked out. yes i am a freak. i agree with you, reader. and today is kind of getting lost a lot too. not in the mood for practice. maybe i will just read.
this is a stupid blog and you dont have to read. but i am admitting here that i am doing worse than i claim to be. i am hiding. i dont want to lose any of my friends. im sure i will feel better again soon. or not? i guess i have improved by admitting that i might feel better.........
i was fine. that is why i believe this pain right now has to go away.
tomorrow is class. that might help. im so depressed though that even though i am waiting for financial aid, they still drop classes if they dont receive payment by the due date. i feel so bad that i dont care if they drop my classes or not. i feel like quitting......
im tired. i feel old....i feel like im behind in life. i told my bf something rather important and i lost a whole day yesterday...meaning....blanked out. yes i am a freak. i agree with you, reader. and today is kind of getting lost a lot too. not in the mood for practice. maybe i will just read.
this is a stupid blog and you dont have to read. but i am admitting here that i am doing worse than i claim to be. i am hiding. i dont want to lose any of my friends. im sure i will feel better again soon. or not? i guess i have improved by admitting that i might feel better.........
i was fine. that is why i believe this pain right now has to go away.
tomorrow is class. that might help. im so depressed though that even though i am waiting for financial aid, they still drop classes if they dont receive payment by the due date. i feel so bad that i dont care if they drop my classes or not. i feel like quitting......