*Sigh*
I feel like I've been neglecting my friends up here at CMU. I mean I see them everyday but I hardly ever just spend time with them anymore. It's not the fact that I'm always over at someone elses dorm (I am but..) it's the fact that I get irritated with some people and I don't want to say anything that would comprimise my relationship with them, so I leave. I feel like no one even wants me around anymore and going the the boys' place makes me feel...I dunno...wanted. I mean they call me to hang out not the other way around...and it makes me feel good. and the girls make plans around me but don't invite me so I leave. Sure they probably think that I'm being a bitch or whatever but I'm not I'm just doing what I want for a change. I would do anything for them and sometimes I have. I've risked going to jail for them and they act like it's not good enough for them....I'm about to say fuck it...they can deal with it themselves