Several things Not-to-know
This goes for everyone who thinks that everything you learn is useful and constructive.
A list of the things I regret to have learned in life (or why your magic wand doesn´t work anymore).
I regret to have learned many things, amongst which kissing and sex are some of the most dissappointing of all. I hate to know the three wise men don´t bring you presents in christmas. I hate to see behind the masks of my smiling family and to have learned secrets about them that are shattering the few best memories about my childhood I had kept with care. I don´t like to know that most of the girls who ever are interested in me have collected already several telephone numbers per night before they get mine. I just learned not to trust the sweetest words and just smile and assume that that´s just the way things work.
I was so much happier when the world still had a place where possibly dragons existed, when I dreamed to be a hero (instead of the villain I have become) and played by myself in that lonely windy beach during what I called "the station of the passing clowds". I remember whe I thought I was supposed to fall in love once and for all with somebody and stay with her forever and ever, and things could happen like in the movies in black and white. So many dreams of a kid that never grew up older inside, but more complex and tough.
Mmmm... anything else... yes, I never learned how to forgive myself.
I don´t know what I ever wanted to be. I don´t even know now. I had learned so many things I was so much happier ignoring... and I have forgot the way things seemed to me when I was completely in love with this city. You guys are my family, that I haven´t forgot.... and I hope some of you remember me sometimes.
May Gods bless you all.
A list of the things I regret to have learned in life (or why your magic wand doesn´t work anymore).
I regret to have learned many things, amongst which kissing and sex are some of the most dissappointing of all. I hate to know the three wise men don´t bring you presents in christmas. I hate to see behind the masks of my smiling family and to have learned secrets about them that are shattering the few best memories about my childhood I had kept with care. I don´t like to know that most of the girls who ever are interested in me have collected already several telephone numbers per night before they get mine. I just learned not to trust the sweetest words and just smile and assume that that´s just the way things work.
I was so much happier when the world still had a place where possibly dragons existed, when I dreamed to be a hero (instead of the villain I have become) and played by myself in that lonely windy beach during what I called "the station of the passing clowds". I remember whe I thought I was supposed to fall in love once and for all with somebody and stay with her forever and ever, and things could happen like in the movies in black and white. So many dreams of a kid that never grew up older inside, but more complex and tough.
Mmmm... anything else... yes, I never learned how to forgive myself.
I don´t know what I ever wanted to be. I don´t even know now. I had learned so many things I was so much happier ignoring... and I have forgot the way things seemed to me when I was completely in love with this city. You guys are my family, that I haven´t forgot.... and I hope some of you remember me sometimes.
May Gods bless you all.