I hate the breaking up part of the story
About a week an a half I splitted up with my ex-girlfriend. She was kind of gradually leaving me. I seemed to be the only one taking the relationship seriously.
Now I feel sentimentally misguided.
I am probably acting like a slut to keep my heart busy... feeling guilty, I guess.
Normal people just breaks up and try to recover. But I am concerned about the strong temptation of going back together, to the same thing.
In some point I will have to tell the girls I found somebody I really like, whenever I find her.
How am I going to manage?. I hate that part. Aren´t there any vouchers I can give away? Like "I´m sorry darling, but you haven´t passed and we should remain friends"?
I hope soon I will stop being so extremely bored. My heart needs to beat harder and my stomach is empty of butterflies.
SAD.
Now I feel sentimentally misguided.
I am probably acting like a slut to keep my heart busy... feeling guilty, I guess.
Normal people just breaks up and try to recover. But I am concerned about the strong temptation of going back together, to the same thing.
In some point I will have to tell the girls I found somebody I really like, whenever I find her.
How am I going to manage?. I hate that part. Aren´t there any vouchers I can give away? Like "I´m sorry darling, but you haven´t passed and we should remain friends"?
I hope soon I will stop being so extremely bored. My heart needs to beat harder and my stomach is empty of butterflies.
SAD.