Jul 19, 2011 16:52
i'm deleting more people off of this. i just got too much dead weight on here; a lotta people don't comment, don't write. *snap-snap* and I JUST DON'T NEED THAT IN MY LIFE.
my early philosophical tendencies began with the notion of Universal Truths. As a child, I'd lay in bed, thinking about things that i held near and dear to my heart.
A HA! I'd think. I LOVE MACARONI IN CHEESE. PERHAPS EVERYONE IN THE WORLD LOVES MACARONI AND CHEESE. SCIENTISTS AND WORLD LEADERS PROBABLY JUST OVERLOOKED THAT! I HAVE THE KEY TO WORLD PEACE. NOW WE CAN ALL SIT AROUND AND EAT MACARONI AND CHEESE IN HARMONY.
world peace was always the end-goal. now, i understand that world peace won't probably happen anytime soon. we'll have to develop a hell of a lot emotionally and spiritually to overcome the subversive human limitation of violence. there is Truth, but that truth lies in our collective subconsciousness. and there are many truths, but they're all subjective.
i've spent this summer beefing myself up on philosophy and samurai flute. i've gotten good.
i just got back from 4 weeks of college summit. to describe that is kind of like trying to describe enlightenment-- dat shit just ain't gonna happen. learned a hell of a lot about myself and those around me. often, i feel like my coworkers there understand me with more depth than any other person on earth, especially my friends. i miss those coworkers already, and i know they think of me. i often wonder if those i hang out with here particularly notice when i'm gone. i've determined i shouldn't care. i should be where i am when i'm being there.
kelly rowland's been playing throughout the apartment ad infinitum. this song is HOT.