Jan 26, 2006 18:13
...My grandma died today. I just got told about it a few hours ago. I just feel like writing about it... because I want to talk about her
#1. I loved how she was just so happy and optimistic all of the time. I really looked up to her for that...
#2. This whole thing really suprised me. Well, she might have been sick before, and she would have never told us. She never likes people worrying about her.
#3. She always made these wonderful ornaments that she sewed herself every christmas, and this years one was the best of all... i wont be getting any more
#4. my dad is crying. MY DAD. the toughest guy that i've known my entire life. ive only seen him cry only once before. he already lost his dad. so now he only has his stepdad. he was telling us about these different things that he wanted to do with his mom before she passed away (see him get his doctorate degree, talk to her about growing up, things like that) and it makes me feel even worse.
well, i think im going to go take a shower and pray