Life can be so unsettling and terrifying...

[morgonskywalker]

Do you ever wish you could just halt time for a little while? Just for time to catch your breath and actually ENJOY being alive and in the wonderfully created world we live in? If I knew how, I would do it. It's been a hard month. One of the hardest I've had to deal with that didn't involve a death in the family. I feel like everything's bottoming out. They say the only way to go is up after that happens but it kind of looks like that's not going to happen quickly. My stress level has skyrocketed, my blood pressure is soaring, my pulse rate is like a runaway train. I'm hanging on by a thread but I won't give up.

I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY.
I CHOOSE TO SMILE.
I CHOOSE TO LET GO OF WORRY.