So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
It is very easy in life to become so insanely interested in something that it consumes one's every waking thought. It is just as easy to suddenly and inexplicably lose that interest and turn back into a normal human.
And thus it has happened to me. I haven't written anything for over a year, haven't updated my website in just as long and haven't even posted on my livejournal for many, many months now. I'm just over it.
So I've taken down my website, removed all but two of my fics from ffn and am retiring into the mist to live a long and happy life.
Perhaps my only regret is that Lunae will forever remain unfinished. Of all the things I contributed to the vast and ever-evolving fandom that was Harry Potter, Lunae was perhaps my favourite. It is with deep regret that Lunae, Solaris and Sidereus will forever be locked in their battle between light and dark, and they will never get the deeply unhappy ending I felt their story deserved.
Thank you to everyone who ever wrote a kind word about my fic, everyone who ever supported me when I was feeling low and most especially to those that, during the heady rush that was pre-book5 fandom, I called a friend. The memories of this I will carry for a lifetime.
But mostly, thanks to JK Rowling, without whom some of my best, most empowering and sincerely treasured memories I would be without.
~fin
[LJ Edit: Thank you also to Kay and Armand. You both provided light in a time when I often saw only darkness. Know that you gave me far more than you will probably realise. My inbox is always open to you. And to Gideon; well, you know. Perhaps we'll meet again.]
And thus it has happened to me. I haven't written anything for over a year, haven't updated my website in just as long and haven't even posted on my livejournal for many, many months now. I'm just over it.
So I've taken down my website, removed all but two of my fics from ffn and am retiring into the mist to live a long and happy life.
Perhaps my only regret is that Lunae will forever remain unfinished. Of all the things I contributed to the vast and ever-evolving fandom that was Harry Potter, Lunae was perhaps my favourite. It is with deep regret that Lunae, Solaris and Sidereus will forever be locked in their battle between light and dark, and they will never get the deeply unhappy ending I felt their story deserved.
Thank you to everyone who ever wrote a kind word about my fic, everyone who ever supported me when I was feeling low and most especially to those that, during the heady rush that was pre-book5 fandom, I called a friend. The memories of this I will carry for a lifetime.
But mostly, thanks to JK Rowling, without whom some of my best, most empowering and sincerely treasured memories I would be without.
~fin
[LJ Edit: Thank you also to Kay and Armand. You both provided light in a time when I often saw only darkness. Know that you gave me far more than you will probably realise. My inbox is always open to you. And to Gideon; well, you know. Perhaps we'll meet again.]