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suckin' down a 40 yellin FIVE O! minus the yelling five o part.
there's this girl in my english class who is so incredibly annoying. she thinks she is absolutely right about anything and everything and most of the time she is just flat out wrong. she never shuts up, and when she talks she shouts. she denounces the theory of evolution and swears wholly and truly that everything on earth is because of a christian god. things along this line. there is nothing you can say or do to even begin to sway her or put a new thought into her head. it's useless trying to argue. which to me is the most annoying thing. whatever.
i'm getting kind of drunk. drunk feels good. feels cold and warm and delightful. i got really really drunk on saturday night and i fell down some stairs, now i have a twisted ankle. i couldn't walk at all on sunday and now i'm starting to show these huge black bruises. i mean they are BLACK. with specks of purple and blue. shit sucks. i wish i didn't get so drunk. apparently i was way too truthful playing "never have i ever." now lots of people think i'm a psychotic slut. which i can't say is too far from the truth...i'd just rather not everyone in the world know about it.
sooo calories. fuck this. i am so fat. i hate myself. i need to get back on track. i hate when i let myself go like this. blahjfdkj i just wish i could be the weight i wanted and be healthy. i wish i could just stay in my restriction and purging and stop compulsively over eating. i am getting too drunk to get into this right now.
i miss heroin.
there's this girl in my english class who is so incredibly annoying. she thinks she is absolutely right about anything and everything and most of the time she is just flat out wrong. she never shuts up, and when she talks she shouts. she denounces the theory of evolution and swears wholly and truly that everything on earth is because of a christian god. things along this line. there is nothing you can say or do to even begin to sway her or put a new thought into her head. it's useless trying to argue. which to me is the most annoying thing. whatever.
i'm getting kind of drunk. drunk feels good. feels cold and warm and delightful. i got really really drunk on saturday night and i fell down some stairs, now i have a twisted ankle. i couldn't walk at all on sunday and now i'm starting to show these huge black bruises. i mean they are BLACK. with specks of purple and blue. shit sucks. i wish i didn't get so drunk. apparently i was way too truthful playing "never have i ever." now lots of people think i'm a psychotic slut. which i can't say is too far from the truth...i'd just rather not everyone in the world know about it.
sooo calories. fuck this. i am so fat. i hate myself. i need to get back on track. i hate when i let myself go like this. blahjfdkj i just wish i could be the weight i wanted and be healthy. i wish i could just stay in my restriction and purging and stop compulsively over eating. i am getting too drunk to get into this right now.
i miss heroin.