love works in misterious ways

Aug 09, 2008 01:32

dear readers,
I know I have yet again neglected you. I'm sorry.
but anyways, lets get on with the post.
There has been a lot of things going on for me, some is drama, but a lot of it is shockingly not...Ok ok wipe the shocked looks off your faces, my life isnt allways filld with drama.

Anyhow, the most important thing i would like to cover is Kevin Chao.
Yes, I am dating him, yes, I like him a lot more then I have anyone in a long time.
I know most of you are saying, "but Morgan, what about Matt?" The thing with Matt I cant explain it.It was awsome why it lasted, and I did really like him.but honestly, I cant do the distence.I need someone hear, someone that I can hold and they can hold me.
Someone that I can feel safe with, that when I am upset or angry, they can just take me in there arms and let me know that everything will be okay.
And truthfuly, I couldnt get that from Matt.I really couldnt.
With Kevin I don't really no, the emotions I have are so hard to explain. Its happyness, joy, just everything all at once. Whenever I am with him, I just allways feel like nothing can go wrong.Like nothing can hurt me.
Whenever he holds me in his arms,, I just feel like I am at the top of the world, and I dont ever want to come down.

But, now on to the drama filld part of this entry, because of corse, that is what you guys look fawrd too, drama.

anyhow, this drama is in vollving Cody, Bianca, and my good friend Yvonne.
I new that Yvonne and Cody were dating, but I never really new the amount of pain he has caused her. I mean come on, your going to move in with someone and that what, the next day just dump them..Just like that?Kind of like Poof* You dont mean anything?How can that be.

So to sum this entry up, I am very very happy that now I am with Kevin, he makes me feel like no one ellse has in a long time.
And I am pisssed off with cody. He had no write playing Yvonne like he did.
Now, I was there for Bianca, so many times before when Cody hurt her., but not anymore, I just cant do it.I gave her my advice, and if she didint take it that's on her. Evenchualy though she will lern one day....

Ok, that's my post, hope you enjoyed the happyness and the ranting.
Morgan
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