DONT WAIST UR TOME READING ALL THIS its dumb and i needed somewhere to write or i was ganna explode
fuckin ra. fuck this hole thing. i wont say it cuz hmm it's a live journal. im tired of fighting. im tired of petty remarks.im tired of likeing peaple and having it never work out. i dont want to leave school. it makes me happy. people make me happy. my friends make me happy. doing work actually makes my happy (some of the time).
HOME: nana is assigned to couch sitting and eating and waching t.v.
mom is assigned to working her fucking ass off trying to make thing work out in two friggin jobs.
me... my job is getting yelled at and shit like that, see im kind of like this journal, my mom comes home from work all bottled up and then just explodes. and if i say i went some where she will say that i did nothing all day and then that will turn into a whole big thing cuz "not doing anything" meansnot cleaning anything. you see.
i cant find my REAL journal because my mom probably stole it. now dont get me wrong i love my mom alot. a while ago while i was at my aunts she was at home reading my journal that was on my FLOOR. she says she was looking for the phone and it fell open. HOW CAN IT FUCKING FALL OPEN IF ITS FUCKING LAYING FLAT ON THE FLOOR?!! the reason that i knew she read it was because i called her to see how she was doing and she wouldnt really talk to me beacause the page in my journal fell on the ONE page that was about her. so anyways i cant write some of the things that i want to write in here about my day today.
I am NOT saying that my life is bad, i love my life. i wouldnt have it any other way ( well maybe a little different.)i just needed somewhere to write and i fidgured sense i havnt written anything in here i would.
i love my friends. i couldnt live with out them. thanx guys.
i love my family. they are the best ppl in the whole entire world
i love the sun and its summer now so yay
i love people in general... they make me happy
i love my kitten
i love every thing that i love
HOME: nana is assigned to couch sitting and eating and waching t.v.
mom is assigned to working her fucking ass off trying to make thing work out in two friggin jobs.
me... my job is getting yelled at and shit like that, see im kind of like this journal, my mom comes home from work all bottled up and then just explodes. and if i say i went some where she will say that i did nothing all day and then that will turn into a whole big thing cuz "not doing anything" meansnot cleaning anything. you see.
i cant find my REAL journal because my mom probably stole it. now dont get me wrong i love my mom alot. a while ago while i was at my aunts she was at home reading my journal that was on my FLOOR. she says she was looking for the phone and it fell open. HOW CAN IT FUCKING FALL OPEN IF ITS FUCKING LAYING FLAT ON THE FLOOR?!! the reason that i knew she read it was because i called her to see how she was doing and she wouldnt really talk to me beacause the page in my journal fell on the ONE page that was about her. so anyways i cant write some of the things that i want to write in here about my day today.
I am NOT saying that my life is bad, i love my life. i wouldnt have it any other way ( well maybe a little different.)i just needed somewhere to write and i fidgured sense i havnt written anything in here i would.
i love my friends. i couldnt live with out them. thanx guys.
i love my family. they are the best ppl in the whole entire world
i love the sun and its summer now so yay
i love people in general... they make me happy
i love my kitten
i love every thing that i love