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I've started a few posts over the last couple of days but they all end up either ridiculously negative our massively overly positive because at the moment I have NO CHILL.
(am I a person who says no chill? apparently yes)
(I went to a service where a friend made his life profession in the Society of Saint Francis on Saturday and then there was a lot of socialising with strangers and I was such a mess the whole way home and then I decided to listen to the Ordinary Days soundtrack and I'm not saying I was crying on the A1M but my eyes might have watered a little)
I'm suffering from that thing where the more organised I get the more I realise it's all a lie and there are hundreds of things I'm not being organised about and maybe it was better when I just didn't know? Probably it wasn't better really but it's a little dispiriting.
On the otherhand I got two steps further on with a thing that's been on my to do list for... well I'm pretty sure it went on at some point in 2015? And early 2015 at that. So that's an achievement.
Currently the thing bringing me most joy is my continued ability to forget that this is a Bank Holiday weekend so that I get that little jolt of "three day weekend" over and over again.
That and the fact that I think I can actually make one of the showings of Moonlight at our local cinema which hasn't been true the last two months.
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(am I a person who says no chill? apparently yes)
(I went to a service where a friend made his life profession in the Society of Saint Francis on Saturday and then there was a lot of socialising with strangers and I was such a mess the whole way home and then I decided to listen to the Ordinary Days soundtrack and I'm not saying I was crying on the A1M but my eyes might have watered a little)
I'm suffering from that thing where the more organised I get the more I realise it's all a lie and there are hundreds of things I'm not being organised about and maybe it was better when I just didn't know? Probably it wasn't better really but it's a little dispiriting.
On the otherhand I got two steps further on with a thing that's been on my to do list for... well I'm pretty sure it went on at some point in 2015? And early 2015 at that. So that's an achievement.
Currently the thing bringing me most joy is my continued ability to forget that this is a Bank Holiday weekend so that I get that little jolt of "three day weekend" over and over again.
That and the fact that I think I can actually make one of the showings of Moonlight at our local cinema which hasn't been true the last two months.
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