london
i accidentally bought a ticket for a jay branan concert at bush hall that's may 11th
i thought it was april 11th
i'll be gone
i saw two people walking together im pretty sure they were a couple of some sort
the boy walked slowly behind her
she was angry he was hurting
if they brushed so much as elbows i could imagine an erruption
it made me cry a lil bit - probably bc I projected my own past experience onto that thick moment
maybe not even their experience -
a lady named charlie - most beautiful smile i've ever seen in my life
so funny - playful - shining eyes - first jokes i've heard since last week
she got me into some parties - some screenings - nice lady
i'm smiling right now just thinkin bout her
skater kids under the bridge
ferral family against amazingly tagged and painted walls that everyone takes pictures of
little kid kept trying to do tricks but kept messing up to a background of tourist shimmering "oh, how cute"
read an article that quoted me "my films are about connection, the overwhelming, intrinsic desire for humans to find connection". haha, i laughed when I read back the print...hollow words riccocheting off the hollow parts of my insides that are empty...longing for connection. lol. my films really are my prozac. i lonely alot. i try not to think about it.
and so on.
i thought it was april 11th
i'll be gone
i saw two people walking together im pretty sure they were a couple of some sort
the boy walked slowly behind her
she was angry he was hurting
if they brushed so much as elbows i could imagine an erruption
it made me cry a lil bit - probably bc I projected my own past experience onto that thick moment
maybe not even their experience -
a lady named charlie - most beautiful smile i've ever seen in my life
so funny - playful - shining eyes - first jokes i've heard since last week
she got me into some parties - some screenings - nice lady
i'm smiling right now just thinkin bout her
skater kids under the bridge
ferral family against amazingly tagged and painted walls that everyone takes pictures of
little kid kept trying to do tricks but kept messing up to a background of tourist shimmering "oh, how cute"
read an article that quoted me "my films are about connection, the overwhelming, intrinsic desire for humans to find connection". haha, i laughed when I read back the print...hollow words riccocheting off the hollow parts of my insides that are empty...longing for connection. lol. my films really are my prozac. i lonely alot. i try not to think about it.
and so on.