*waves*
I'm not dead! Just busy and stressed with work...I've been poking around the flist, but haven't much felt like posting an update. RL sameness ahead...Work has gone to hell, and it's nothing to do with me, but it affects me, and it's become at this point all consuming. It's amazing the domino effect that one bad management decision can have on everyone involved in a company, and I've been dealing with it to the max. Don't really want to talk about that, though.
Am yet again in another state, another city. The man is actually being really, really sweet and understanding about it...actually he's taking it alot better than me. I expected my usual "goodbye, I am gone now and I don't care!" routine, but this one is really different. I miss him, and I actually know that he misses me. What upsets me is that this relationship happens now that it's necessary for me to look for another job. With my line of work you have to go where the jobs are, and it's pretty much a given that the facilities are a minimum of 3+ hours, or even states away. And then when you rule out the ones that don't have openings...I'll most likely be moving far away. He's in the exact same boat as I am on that issue. And I don't know where this is going to take our relationship, because I don't know if we've been together long enough to really limit ourselves and each other in our choices of employment, just so we can be together. Scratch that, I'm trying to sugar coat it for myself. I do know, and we haven't. So, I'm just trying not to think about that, because I don't know what to do.
But! I'm going shopping today, and I'm not going to limit myself too terribly. It's time to start acting and looking human again...and I'm going to do it! Come on positive attitude, I know you're in there... Oh, and last night I saw Night at the Museum, and LOVED it. See it if you haven't. Really funny, really cute, and I'm gonna go get myself some blue-green eyed ancient Egyptian prince love...gah. Well, so I may wish ;)
Am yet again in another state, another city. The man is actually being really, really sweet and understanding about it...actually he's taking it alot better than me. I expected my usual "goodbye, I am gone now and I don't care!" routine, but this one is really different. I miss him, and I actually know that he misses me. What upsets me is that this relationship happens now that it's necessary for me to look for another job. With my line of work you have to go where the jobs are, and it's pretty much a given that the facilities are a minimum of 3+ hours, or even states away. And then when you rule out the ones that don't have openings...I'll most likely be moving far away. He's in the exact same boat as I am on that issue. And I don't know where this is going to take our relationship, because I don't know if we've been together long enough to really limit ourselves and each other in our choices of employment, just so we can be together. Scratch that, I'm trying to sugar coat it for myself. I do know, and we haven't. So, I'm just trying not to think about that, because I don't know what to do.
But! I'm going shopping today, and I'm not going to limit myself too terribly. It's time to start acting and looking human again...and I'm going to do it! Come on positive attitude, I know you're in there... Oh, and last night I saw Night at the Museum, and LOVED it. See it if you haven't. Really funny, really cute, and I'm gonna go get myself some blue-green eyed ancient Egyptian prince love...gah. Well, so I may wish ;)