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May 12, 2005 14:13

So I wrote him a letter last night... and crumpled it up this morning. I know it wouldnt do any good. I guess some things are just better left unsaid... but I always looked at that as avoiding the problem. I couldnt help it... I feel so betrayed. I looked at old pictures and I realised that I was friends w/ the boy in those photos... I dont know him now. You'd think it would take years for someone to become a stranger..it only took a few months.

I knew growing up meant letting go but I didnt know it would be so abrupt.

2 days left until graduation and Im leaving so much behind. I've come to appreciate so much in the past week and it's sad that it took this long. I really missed out on alot in high school... I never thought I'd regret it. I encourage the younger classmen to get involved...dont think you're too cool.

As for next year... I hope I dont get stuck here and if I do there will be some major changes... you might have to say goodbye to me, he taught me how to let go.
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