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To my special someone<333 It's time like these that i hate the most! I never meant to hurt you or lose you're trust ... I love you to death and i wish you would see that over everyhitng .. but i guess you seem to doubt that sometimes.. and i dont understand why or how you could b/c theres more love for you than i know how to give! You are the most special person to me and i dont know how to be w/o you!
Well these days have been up and down .. like always .. you think you have a good thing going ... but in this maze of life you always seem to hit a dead end... only i've seem to be hitting them more often then not! I dont know what is going to happen w/ life right now and im really scared and sad and depressed... i just hate the decsions i have to make and AHHH i wish i could let it all out. Not many ppl know what i'm referring ot but i is about family.
School l8ly has been kind tough too ... i donno what im ganna do everytings is so blah and too much! I just finished typing a 5 page paper now i have tons more h.w. to do! yet i seem to be putting it off and typing on this Live Journal! I guess its just been a long time since i've gotten my feelings out and i just UHHHHHH!!!! IM GOIN INSANE!!!!!
I'm sry to melojo and courtney about not hangin out the other day but i had family come in town ... hopefully we will get together REALLY soon! i miss ya giirls! also miss Kristen Marie and Steph! i feel like i havent seen my giirls in a long time! Well i cant wait for things to pick up again.. work is fun and Kristen works there noww .. thatll be fun fun fun! :-) well i most not procrastinate any longer!
<333 the dramatic one m ohhh are gee a n ( yes i will admitt i was a lil overboard on the dramatic side in this) o well! :-)