venting WARNING F-BOMB BLITZ
No need to comment on this. I'm just venting. You can move along.
WHAT THE FUCK? IF I WANTED KIDS I WOULD HAVE HAD THEM.
One is an overgrown 3 year in need of a diaper change and the other can't read human emotion to save her own life.
If I am trying to get into my room after dealing with one, DO NOT, repeat DO NOT Fucking come at me with some stupid ass story of something you just saw on TV. Just leave me to calm down. I'm trying to be the adult and walk away to chill out and not go bat shit crazy on you all, and you have to mindlessly chatter at me. Hell the cats can figure out to get out of my way WHY THE FUCK CAN'T YOU?
Then there is the 68 yr old toddler. Most of your fucking problem is you have chosen to NOT do what you need to ,to take care of yourself. TAKE YOUR FUCKING MED.S. Most of your issues would be controlled if you just did that. But no, you don't want to. BUT you leave a fucking wake of destruction for me and dumbass to clean up.
For once in my life, I am trying to do what I need to for me to live,and I have no problem having you all along for the ride, BUT PLEASE,can't you just meet me part way?
I do not, should not have to fix your broken sad life too. Mine is truly enough for me.
I have to face my last appointment with one of the doctors in the weight loss center this Thursday. I know I have put back on the weight I had lost. Not sure if that will cause me to be dropped from the program, or not. I'm in physical pain, I can't perform right now because I just can't physically or mentally commit to it at the moment, and that fact is killing me. Performing was one of the few things I did for me, that I enjoyed and kept me out of my own head. Hopefully if and when my weight is controlled, I can return.
Okay my blood pressure is coming down, my breathing is slowed. Yes, be the panda, calm, pet the kitties, calm................
FUCKING ASSHOLES.
WHAT THE FUCK? IF I WANTED KIDS I WOULD HAVE HAD THEM.
One is an overgrown 3 year in need of a diaper change and the other can't read human emotion to save her own life.
If I am trying to get into my room after dealing with one, DO NOT, repeat DO NOT Fucking come at me with some stupid ass story of something you just saw on TV. Just leave me to calm down. I'm trying to be the adult and walk away to chill out and not go bat shit crazy on you all, and you have to mindlessly chatter at me. Hell the cats can figure out to get out of my way WHY THE FUCK CAN'T YOU?
Then there is the 68 yr old toddler. Most of your fucking problem is you have chosen to NOT do what you need to ,to take care of yourself. TAKE YOUR FUCKING MED.S. Most of your issues would be controlled if you just did that. But no, you don't want to. BUT you leave a fucking wake of destruction for me and dumbass to clean up.
For once in my life, I am trying to do what I need to for me to live,and I have no problem having you all along for the ride, BUT PLEASE,can't you just meet me part way?
I do not, should not have to fix your broken sad life too. Mine is truly enough for me.
I have to face my last appointment with one of the doctors in the weight loss center this Thursday. I know I have put back on the weight I had lost. Not sure if that will cause me to be dropped from the program, or not. I'm in physical pain, I can't perform right now because I just can't physically or mentally commit to it at the moment, and that fact is killing me. Performing was one of the few things I did for me, that I enjoyed and kept me out of my own head. Hopefully if and when my weight is controlled, I can return.
Okay my blood pressure is coming down, my breathing is slowed. Yes, be the panda, calm, pet the kitties, calm................
FUCKING ASSHOLES.