inside im screaming..
well this week has pretty much been shit.
i have cried way to much.
my grades are slipping///i lost my "best friend"///i have been fighting like crazy with my parents/// i seriously feel like im wasting away to nothing..ughh
Day Of Silverr :i dont want to be your friend
Day Of Silverr :if you would leave me alone that would be great
Day Of Silverr : i dont want to talk to you
Day Of Silverr : its you thats im tired of
bitchhhh.
yeah so kelly pretty much told me last night that she hates me. i was a bad friend and we are never going to be friends anymore. i thought she was different and better than that but i guess not. crazy how people can change into such a bad person. sucks..i thought we would have been friends forever but thats not gunna happen.
kelly.. im sorry that i made you feel so bad. and that u werent happy with our friendship. and that u "accidentaly" trusted me. and everything was my fault. i hope you have a nice life.
she says its dumb drama..but its not even drama..am i supposed to just sit back and be chill about everything when one of my closest friends tells me she doesnt wanna be friends anymore?! noo thats not how it goes.
ughh anyways..
i have family coming in today. ohh the excitement..not.
i was supposed to have beach volleyball today but they like changed everything around.
me and miss Danielle Leigh Howlett are going to Mexico for spring break next year! its gunna bee sooo cool! and its legal for us to drink there..she is already 16 and i will be 16 by then! im soooooooooo excited!
im like 96% sure that im gunna go to catholic next year. cox is gay. some of the people are gay..and quite rude. i will miss a lot of people and seth and jeff will be there next year which will be really exciting . i just dont know..
i think im gunna try n hang out with christina freeman here soon. she is a pretty cool girlll.
and danielle tooooo..cause i love her.
josh...oh the amounts of love i have for this kid is cuhrazzzzyyy
and liz wakefield is absolutely wonderful! this girl makes me soo happy :) my wifeyyy i love youuuuu and seth too..he always has the right things to sayyy
tim mcgraw and big&rich on fridaayyyy. yee haww!
holy shitt..i almost forgot about how much i love kaycee louckaaa!! you is sooooo funnnnnyy! girll..party at ur house here soon! yeaahh! love yaaa
wellll pimps and hoes..im out.
6 more days. last B day tomorrow..no more norman nelson..ahhh haha.