It's been a while.... (this is my second time to do this because I deleted the first one some how.)
for the 2nd time to type this thing.
yesterday was HORRIBLE. it was a really bad day for me. and to top it off me and Scott got into a HUGE fight and I went to bed balling my eyes out thinking that I just made the worst mistake of my life and I just lost everything I had fought so hard to get.
I noticed that the week before my grandma died I had a bad week, and I had a bad week the week she died, and the week after that was just horrible. and the week she died Monday was Valentines Day. and well this past was Labor Day (a holiday.. and Valentines Day is kinda a holiday too) and on Valentines Day I was lonely and upset because I was MADLY in love with someone who didn't care about me at all. and Monday I wasn't feeling good. and then the week before that my jewelry was stolen at school and this past week I had mono and I didn't feel good. and it just wasn't getting better. so last night I went to bed thinking that something bad was going to happen... but little did I know that the next morning would be the best day in my life.
I got to school to take a test for Coach Lamb because I wasn't there for it yesterday but he wasn't there because he was at a staff meeting so I decided to go to my locker and put my cheerleading bag in there so I didn't have to worry about it on my way to 1st period. well I open my lock and I see a single white rose sitting on a sheet of paper. well I first thought uhh.. this isn't my locker. but it was. and then I read the note and it said "The reason your day was bad yesterday is because it didn't start out right. I hope this helps your day today. Scott" and I got tears in my eyes and I felt so bad because I yelled at him yesterday, hung up on him and basically made his day hell. So today was one of the best days in my life. like you don't understand how the littlest things can make someone's day that much better.
and I've figured out that I need to learn how to control stuff in my life. I let the dumbest things bother me which makes my day horrible. I need to mature more because when you're mature stupid stuff usually doesn't bother you.
well.. that's enough of that. I gotta go. I have homework I need to do and I need to finish Steven's bag, Scott's surprise (which he beat me to it..) and HALF of Melissa's present needs to be done. : )
comment. : )
Morgan
yesterday was HORRIBLE. it was a really bad day for me. and to top it off me and Scott got into a HUGE fight and I went to bed balling my eyes out thinking that I just made the worst mistake of my life and I just lost everything I had fought so hard to get.
I noticed that the week before my grandma died I had a bad week, and I had a bad week the week she died, and the week after that was just horrible. and the week she died Monday was Valentines Day. and well this past was Labor Day (a holiday.. and Valentines Day is kinda a holiday too) and on Valentines Day I was lonely and upset because I was MADLY in love with someone who didn't care about me at all. and Monday I wasn't feeling good. and then the week before that my jewelry was stolen at school and this past week I had mono and I didn't feel good. and it just wasn't getting better. so last night I went to bed thinking that something bad was going to happen... but little did I know that the next morning would be the best day in my life.
I got to school to take a test for Coach Lamb because I wasn't there for it yesterday but he wasn't there because he was at a staff meeting so I decided to go to my locker and put my cheerleading bag in there so I didn't have to worry about it on my way to 1st period. well I open my lock and I see a single white rose sitting on a sheet of paper. well I first thought uhh.. this isn't my locker. but it was. and then I read the note and it said "The reason your day was bad yesterday is because it didn't start out right. I hope this helps your day today. Scott" and I got tears in my eyes and I felt so bad because I yelled at him yesterday, hung up on him and basically made his day hell. So today was one of the best days in my life. like you don't understand how the littlest things can make someone's day that much better.
and I've figured out that I need to learn how to control stuff in my life. I let the dumbest things bother me which makes my day horrible. I need to mature more because when you're mature stupid stuff usually doesn't bother you.
well.. that's enough of that. I gotta go. I have homework I need to do and I need to finish Steven's bag, Scott's surprise (which he beat me to it..) and HALF of Melissa's present needs to be done. : )
comment. : )
Morgan