life... death... and what it feels like to do this..
wow.. a lot of people have been posting on this bad boy haha.
well as some of you may have heard my kitty Chewie past away last week..... i had a dream last night where he was laying on my bed all fat and happy like he use to be...
ive kept myself pretty retarded to keep it off my mind. i mean he was 13!!! thats longer then i had Isis. :(
he was old and he went on his on terms.
but.. it still fucking sucks! ive been taking it pretth hard... and so has the rest of my family. everyone in their own way.
i guess what makes it worse is that its a loss of something constant... i use to see him everyday and now i just see the spot where his food bowl use to be... and my bathroom floor isnt covered in newspaper anymore cos he use to crap on the floor!!
but he lived a good life in seattle and jersey city, loved to take people on a small tour of the apartment and loved fresh tuna. :)
haha.. he was a good cat.
no he was an awesome cat!
R.I.P big buddy
P:2
life goes on.
im in a weird spot right now but its okay.
but im doing what i want and it feels good!!!
my bass player just got a van soo we are gonna do more mini tours!!
ahhhh it feels good.
the end.
well as some of you may have heard my kitty Chewie past away last week..... i had a dream last night where he was laying on my bed all fat and happy like he use to be...
ive kept myself pretty retarded to keep it off my mind. i mean he was 13!!! thats longer then i had Isis. :(
he was old and he went on his on terms.
but.. it still fucking sucks! ive been taking it pretth hard... and so has the rest of my family. everyone in their own way.
i guess what makes it worse is that its a loss of something constant... i use to see him everyday and now i just see the spot where his food bowl use to be... and my bathroom floor isnt covered in newspaper anymore cos he use to crap on the floor!!
but he lived a good life in seattle and jersey city, loved to take people on a small tour of the apartment and loved fresh tuna. :)
haha.. he was a good cat.
no he was an awesome cat!
R.I.P big buddy
P:2
life goes on.
im in a weird spot right now but its okay.
but im doing what i want and it feels good!!!
my bass player just got a van soo we are gonna do more mini tours!!
ahhhh it feels good.
the end.