Jul 15, 2004 16:15
people can be so stupid sometimes. and it makes me mad. they do things that are so self-destructive and i see them hurting and i know what could make it all better for them and i want to be the one to make it better and i want to help them but nothing i say seems to have any effect on them and they keep doing the same bullshit things that destroy them inside. and i dont understand why i cant be the one to make it better when really thats all i want to do. why cant i help people and why wont they listen to me. i guess it all comes back to humans ability to choose. free will can be a bitch. also...i should worry more about myself and take care of my own problems before i try to fix the world.
the picture party at wills was fun. i love spontaneous dance parties! groovin along to now 5 made my night.
claire bears was fun too! I AM THE SPEED CHAMPION OF THE WORLD! [maybe its because everyone else sucked at the game but w/e im still champ whoopwhoop] the freshman there were rediculous and annoying and i hope i didnt act like that when i was 14. i had a really disturbing conversation with andrew online and if he really thinks some of the things he said about me i dont think we are going to be friends. but im starting to think that might be better.
im still trying to convince my mom to let me go to hburg with taytay and stoots and timmy to see the show the 23-24...if any girls want to go with me that would be GREAT!
summer is going really well. sometimes i am overwhelmingly thankful <3