(no subject)

[moreundignified]

wowhooo! I am feeling completly glorious today,which is more than a little ODD considering I DID NOT want to get out of bed this morning, nor go to Sightsinging. But i did both! well ya, I couldnt really fly to sightsinging in my bed. Isnt there some kind of cartoonish movie about a kid on a flying bed, something Nemo? Anyways. I had some great time with the Lord yesterday. Ive felt like ive been in a sort of funk in my faith as of late. Talk to Jesus, read my devotions, thank Him during my day, sometimes even memorize scripture. But Ive sort of felt a distance, honestly I think i get the trophy for being the slowest person in the WORLD. But certain things God has to constantly remind me of, you would think I would get it the first time huh? :) I thank God for being so patient. I have many struggles in my life, but one of them is my tendency to fall into the Martha Mentality. My way of thinking is, oh, well God seems distant, so now I have to try extra hard, i need to volunteer more, give more, serve more. I add things to my faith, instead of take things away. I focus on what I NEED to do, instead of what I need to STOP doing. But God just smiles at my confusion and lovingly ushers me back to clarity. I need to stop focusing so much on me, on what I need to do, and start focusing on Him and who He is in my life. There lies my joy, my completion, my purpose. I love Him, I love Him so so much, and I need to remember that, and rememeber why it is that I do. *sighs* God is good! :D ANYWAYS, HE rocks, so ya, you should get to know Him if ya don't huh? I actually should do some reading before my science 3 hour marathon class. I love you all!
~nichole~
Oh yes, and to those who responded to my last rant and rave about my cutsieness, thank you. I really appreciated the kind words.