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Why do I have such big issues with my self-image... I feel inadquate, I can't even begin to compare to a guys image of beauty, im just short stumpy me. And ya, don't try to tell me that its irrational, because I know it is. And yes, its from Satan, I know that too. K, so I know all this stuff right? Yet, i still come back to this. When guys come up to you and you are like... hmmm, and THEN they say "hey, that girls really cute, whats her name." Its like a kick in the face... oh ya, her huh? Well Her names babushka for all I care, why dont you go and ask her yourself you neandrathal. Ya thats how I feel. So ya, why is it that a American guys have SUCH big issues with telling a girl in a completly non-sexual, pervted, have ulterior motives kind of way, that she is beautiful. You know, Im convinced that this concept along exisits in the minds of Itallian and Greek men.... they have no trouble saying, your eyes are beautiful, like a sunlight morning, bella bella!. And then walking away, giving me such a sense of... wow... im actually pretty. Because gosh darnet, its nice to feel like you dont have to be anorexic or blonde to get attention.