May 16, 2004 16:53
every day is so repetative.
same old, same old.
i wait each day for something to happen.
nothing ever does.
i've been telling myself that once summer starts things will change. that my days will be filled with a sense of brand new-ness, randomness, excitement, new ppl, spontaneity and happiness.
i think i hold my hopes too high.
i have a feeling i'll be severely disappointed.
its really tough for me to deal with certain people, so i just stay away from them.
im never spending $$$ again.
i work hard for it and then it ...disappears...
_plz._dont_cmnt_w/things_i_already_know.