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trust is a funny thing. from a paranoid view its completely unjustified, people can really just be pretending to your face... in reality you have no way of knowing. then spin it around, have you done anything like that to anyone? i have, yet i still trust, i think its because we want to, we want to believe that someone, sometime in our lives is going to be right, if not righteous. come in, save the day, fairlytale character... so we keep trusting, keep gettng hurt, because we know that one day it will be worth it. then there are the poeple who refuse to let anyone in, then there are those who do both, who come off as either one way or another but still inside, where no one can see the dirt and desire but them are completely different, they dont like the way they really feel, and are ashamed. this is just what im thinking about.