Aug 10, 2005 15:53
ok so i deleted my other journal b/c...i just did!
made this one.
deya did the layout and i love her for it we had to go through 2 but shes a trooper!i love her.did i mention at registration riite when i walked in the loser screamed my name .haha my dad was like"ummm someone just screamed your name"but the way he said it was funny! so then i went over there and gave her the longest biggest hugg kause i love her!oh yea did i mention i actually had the time to scrunge my hair and she liked it everyone else did to."i say jennifer has pretty black girl hair"-deya haha well deya one of these days that black girl hair of mine is gunna kome in handy and make me famous kasue this is exactly what the valley needs a hipanic girl with black girl hair! so anywayz they took FOR-EV-ERRR!! and then an hour went by and it was 300 and i was 400 so i decided to go to whataburger and then i kame back and they were on 350 or somethin like that and i saw sam.and then i went with steph and al :)it was funn.then i saw my old crush.the same shirt :D dont laugh kim.heh it was definately wierd!ok so my pic id is ok i look pale though.so anywayz after i got out and then went home chilled ...oh yea last wednesday i went to church i hate when i miss it kause its awesome.something happened...i kant explain it i feel for her rite when i held her hand (im not lesbian we were worshiping in church)i kould feel her pain.i dont know what i would do without my dad....so im praying for her.
so anywayz...these past days have been pretty fun.sammies been keeping me entertained on the foney. hehe he keeps saying im funny.but hes the funny one."your not getting anywhere near my genetals buster!" well aanywho i hate it when people treat my like a little girl(you know who you are) i kan take care of myself!its not like every guy i talk to i have to have feelings for.i kaaan talk geez.
and i did a bad thing.saying something when you didnt really mean it wasnt gunna be as bad before i said it i shouldnt have.now hes mad ehhh.
so yayyy people are starting to listen to bright eyes!!so from now on i wont have to sing by myself people kan actually sing along to.
well heres a song by them...i absoloutely love it..
know that it is freezing but I think we have to walk
I keep waving at the taxis; they keep turning their lights off
But Julie knows a party at some actor’s west side loft
Supplies are endless in the evening; by the morning they’ll be gone.
When everything gets lonely I can be my own best friend
I get a coffee and the paper; have my own conversations
With the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening, by the morning looks like shit.
I know you have a heavy heart; I can feel it when we kiss
So many men much stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
But me I’m not a gamble you can count on me to split
The love I sell you in the evening, by the morning won’t exist.
You’re looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black
You just keep going to the bathroom always say you’ll be right back
Well it takes one to know one, kid, I think you’ve got it bad
But what’s so easy in the evening, by the morning is such a drag.
I’ve got a flask inside my pocket we can share it on the train
If you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
But what was normal in the evening, by the morning seems insane.
And I’m not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
The reasons all have run away but the feeling never did
It’s not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is
What’s so simple in the moonlight, now is so complicated
What’s so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight.