Sep 20, 2005 22:04
forget it my heart iss broken.
this second this minute this moment this hour could not possibly
ok so i shouldnt say that god forgive me.
i wish i was prettier i think im ok lookin'but i kouldnt compare
to someone like her.im not putting myself down i really think that.
i guess i kant do anything.im practically seriously emberrassed
i feel stupid kauuse im not event those kinda girls that gets all mushy
over a guy and the kind that cries over a guy.amd alli have to remember
this part in a movie this woman goes to see her old mom in a nursing home
and her husband just left her shes crying and she tells her mom"he was my everything" and
the mom says"child dont you know the lord is your everything"so i guess that
always helps me to get back in line.
deya always makes me feel better:]even though i kinda dont believe it
but shes so stubborn maybe some day i will.
so seriously if you havent noticed our world is full of politics,materialistic conceited people,and this year weve had tsunamis,wars,hurricanes uhh everything.
but god will make things back to normal he kan do anything and i love the way he works.
PurpleStAhr827 [10:22 PM]: ur something else
i havent heard anyone tell me that since about last year.
so i miss deya i love her so much & yes i think shes one
of the prettiest girls i know and who cares what all those
guys think of the girls with all that makeup and crap in her hair.
she understands and shes gunna get the handsome modela while those
girls get damaged hair with ugly wrinkles showing from all that makeup
rite on deya!we kan do it improving the nonmakeup wearer girls of america making a difference one step ata time.
making a difference one step at a time!