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is it better to not know somethings, to lie and be lied to for the sake of not having an argument? i really want to know. cuz now i know and it sucks. do i really want the truth? will i be able to "handle the truth"? he obviously wasnt. i wish he could get over the fact that i, yes me, have a fucked up past where i screwed up alot of shit. i was a slut. but he makes me want to be a better person and i think foe the most part i have been. i was soo scared and hurt last night that my past had screwed up a desperatly wanted life with him. when he realized that he was being irrationtional i didnt know what to do. i want to be here but am i just waiting for the day where it becomes to much for him. where i become to much for him. forgive me but i never thought we'd be together again, i wasnt yours but now i am. ive aired out my closet. please dont lie to me to keep me safe. air out yours.