options
lately i've been talking about possibilities of leaving lc.
not for me, but for a good friend.
and the more we weigh her options, the more i think i shouldn't be here.
i'm making it work better than i have the previous 2 years.
my grades aren't as good as they have been, but i'm working now.
and i'm also playing soccer and going to sorority events once in a blue moon.
i just don't have the options she has.
i have one more year.
and although i got accepted to gmu, i don't know if it would be in my best interest to transfer.
i want to be home, but i don't want to go to school for longer than i have too.
i've contemplated taking time off, promising i'll go back.
but i don't know if that's true.
i want to be done, but i'm struggling.
i have let my parents know.
they know about gmu and me looking for my own place.
they might not agree, but they are letting me grow up.
and that's the coolest thing.
because i'm ready to.
i'm off this weekend and i'm thinking about going home.
but i've never been this confused about it.