Mar 22, 2004 17:34
Hello live journal. It's been so long since we've last spoken.
Well, I know I just told you guys about Stan. But I've decided that that's over. No more "hooking up" (Morgan, this term has NOTHING to do w/ sex :-) ). He didn't want to start a relationship b/c he's still stuck on his ex...and I decided that I just didn't want to continue this "thing" we were doing. And I've realized that the fact that I'm not upset about it in the least must be a sign that we shouldn't have been together anyway :-) Haha...funny how life works.
But all is good. There may be a new one soon. I had a semi-formal Friday night for Brownstone. I took Tom as my date (I've talked a/b him before. He's one of my best friends-known each other since 1st week of freshman year). Anyway, we had a lot of fun once he finally got into his room to get ready...the handle had coome off the door and was inside the room. During the semi Tom kissed me, and later while we were hanging out in his room he finally (and the key word here is finally) told me how he feels about me. Everyone who knows us already knew this...but he just never admitted it until now. But here's the problem. Of course there has to be a problem...there always is. He's says he's being cautious b/c in high school he dated one of his really good friends...and things went really bad. Now, they don't even talk to each other. He doesn't want that to happen to us since we're such good friends. And honestly, neither do I. So, who knows what will happen? I just thought I'd fill you guys in on my complicated life. Alright, I've procrastinated enough. Time to hit the books.