my 2004 end of the year entry inspired by ashley <3
okay. this year a lot has happened. ive gained friends, lost friends, and realized whose really there for me when i need them most. ive trusted, had trust broken, loved, cried, been hurt, missed, regretted, failed, succeeded, and alot more big words that just dont come to mind at the moment.
friends come and go if they're not true. but ive realized who my true friends are. Ashley, i can come to you with anything and you're always there for me to complain to, talk to, cry to, or anything, and you always give me the exact advice that i need. i love you so much and im so glad i can call you my best friend. Chrissy- we have definatly had our UPs and our downs but we always manage to get through it all. i love you dearly and i hope everything is working out for you. im always here if you need me even when you think im not ill always be your best friend. Kristy- i remember when we used to draw stick figures of jeff jones and thought he was hot stuff before we knew aslhey and patty. and the snow flake you made in class is still hanging on my wall and i still have the note you wrote me for my 16th bday that says insert present here. and wrong turn at about 2 am scary incest freaks.. i love you kristy and i miss being as close to you, but im always here if you need someone to talk to <3. Lucas-wow what can i say, mrs childers? werd. lol and then you telling me that one thing about you at the mall it changed my whole view on you. and then i told you my biggest secret and you were like yeah well i kind of guessed it lol. i love you lucas jay and you rock my face off you emo whore. Megan-you know everything about me, you've been there for me when i needed you most but you've had your share in letting me down...but i forgive you for everything and i hope you always know that im here for you and that i do love you very much <3. Lydia- we used to be really close, when it came to needing someone you were the first i always came too when we had mr jordan together. i remember when we watched the exorcist with kisha in your basement, and when we went to that fall festival thing. i <3 you. there are alot more people i can think of mentioning but im not sure what to type out about them...especially since they dont have lj. Mitchell and all those weirdos from lunch <3 and carlie, matt godfrey <3, tiffany, jennifer, megan j, tim, christina, and lots more.
there were mistakes, several mistakes that were made at the beginning of this year, the biggest ive completely gotten over and forgot the person and i must say i regret everything that happened with that whole incident. i almost lost one of my best friends and im glad she understands. i took a big step in my life by openeing up to my friends and letting them know something deep about me. surprisingly everyone was supportive and i had no negative comment except for by my neighbor who i wasnt close to anyways and im not even the one who told her. i realize that psycaitrists really dont care what you say but i think the counseler at the school might have some concern. friends are there for you no matter what. theres always someone you can turn to when you need a shoulder to cry on, wether its your girlfriend, bestfriend, or older sister. ive matured, and realized whats wrong, whats right, and how hipocritical some people can be. i quit drugs, drinking, smoking, and everything bad that ive done with my life is completely over. I plan on focusing more on my school work, relationships, friendships, and my own happiness. This year, the majority of the time, i put my feelings to the side, my thoughts to the side and allowed myself to be walked all over...that will not ever happen to me again. and im glad i have people like ashley to bitch at me if i let it <3.
ashley, kristy, and lucas. you guys are the best i could ever ask for. having classes with you, lunch, or just sitting upstairs in the mornings always makes my day so much better and i hope that we have classes this coming semester. I LOVE YOU 3 MORE THAN LIFE.
chrissy-i love you more than life also...spanish with you, and dying my hair at 2 am, im always here for you<3
i think im done now that ive brought myself to tears on several occasions during this entry. so make your resolutions, think them over, and have a good new year. I LOVE YOU ALL
friends come and go if they're not true. but ive realized who my true friends are. Ashley, i can come to you with anything and you're always there for me to complain to, talk to, cry to, or anything, and you always give me the exact advice that i need. i love you so much and im so glad i can call you my best friend. Chrissy- we have definatly had our UPs and our downs but we always manage to get through it all. i love you dearly and i hope everything is working out for you. im always here if you need me even when you think im not ill always be your best friend. Kristy- i remember when we used to draw stick figures of jeff jones and thought he was hot stuff before we knew aslhey and patty. and the snow flake you made in class is still hanging on my wall and i still have the note you wrote me for my 16th bday that says insert present here. and wrong turn at about 2 am scary incest freaks.. i love you kristy and i miss being as close to you, but im always here if you need someone to talk to <3. Lucas-wow what can i say, mrs childers? werd. lol and then you telling me that one thing about you at the mall it changed my whole view on you. and then i told you my biggest secret and you were like yeah well i kind of guessed it lol. i love you lucas jay and you rock my face off you emo whore. Megan-you know everything about me, you've been there for me when i needed you most but you've had your share in letting me down...but i forgive you for everything and i hope you always know that im here for you and that i do love you very much <3. Lydia- we used to be really close, when it came to needing someone you were the first i always came too when we had mr jordan together. i remember when we watched the exorcist with kisha in your basement, and when we went to that fall festival thing. i <3 you. there are alot more people i can think of mentioning but im not sure what to type out about them...especially since they dont have lj. Mitchell and all those weirdos from lunch <3 and carlie, matt godfrey <3, tiffany, jennifer, megan j, tim, christina, and lots more.
there were mistakes, several mistakes that were made at the beginning of this year, the biggest ive completely gotten over and forgot the person and i must say i regret everything that happened with that whole incident. i almost lost one of my best friends and im glad she understands. i took a big step in my life by openeing up to my friends and letting them know something deep about me. surprisingly everyone was supportive and i had no negative comment except for by my neighbor who i wasnt close to anyways and im not even the one who told her. i realize that psycaitrists really dont care what you say but i think the counseler at the school might have some concern. friends are there for you no matter what. theres always someone you can turn to when you need a shoulder to cry on, wether its your girlfriend, bestfriend, or older sister. ive matured, and realized whats wrong, whats right, and how hipocritical some people can be. i quit drugs, drinking, smoking, and everything bad that ive done with my life is completely over. I plan on focusing more on my school work, relationships, friendships, and my own happiness. This year, the majority of the time, i put my feelings to the side, my thoughts to the side and allowed myself to be walked all over...that will not ever happen to me again. and im glad i have people like ashley to bitch at me if i let it <3.
ashley, kristy, and lucas. you guys are the best i could ever ask for. having classes with you, lunch, or just sitting upstairs in the mornings always makes my day so much better and i hope that we have classes this coming semester. I LOVE YOU 3 MORE THAN LIFE.
chrissy-i love you more than life also...spanish with you, and dying my hair at 2 am, im always here for you<3
i think im done now that ive brought myself to tears on several occasions during this entry. so make your resolutions, think them over, and have a good new year. I LOVE YOU ALL